Saturday, 1 September 2012

To the good times ahead !

Ain't night time the best,
to reflect and test,
what's been up with you all this while...

Is it a metamorphosis of self,
a being more open to looking at the mirror,
or one who has,
finally eeked out time from the banalities of morbid mortal existence....

I recently experienced paranoia,
one which i could dread the most,
of being locked-out of your own blog,
entailing a night full of imperative slog!

But what was more interesting that I experienced recently
was a fullness of the heart
and that means contentment?
inching towards what you want to be,
if that's indeed what you set out to be;
else am I any better than a dazed cockroach,
who has been swatted to gruesome death
and awaits to piece the shards of his life together
or maybe not
but still flits with some morsel of hope left
Persistence?

In mandarin that I recently learnt, there is a very fine word to describe what's interesting... its "Youyisi", pronounced as Yaw-ee-suh. I am having a very youyisi time of my life. Every new moment unfolds a new paradigm of possibility and probability.. every new day under the sun brings me newer hope, and a feeling so closely emoted by the word "Sanguine".
Well the quest is on... to be more so like 1.. and less like 0... the binary world doesn't let you be any thing else...
Is grey present in the universe filled with Black and White?
We shall know that, ah! some day :)

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